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Feeling a bit more relaxed...
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Feeling a bit more relaxed... Well, my family just had our annual holiday party early this year, because my brother in law has to work all this weekend. So in order to help him, we had our holiday party early. I will have to admit, I was nervous because I wanted it to go well. Plus we had a special one, in which we had a Chinese Christmas. If you ever have seen the movie A Christmas Story, where at the end, the Bumpus' dogs eat the turkey for Christmas, and Ralphie's family goes to the Chinese food restaurant to eat? And they sing fa-wra-wra-wra-wraaaa, wraaa wraaaa wraaaa wraaaa....well, that's what we had. We ordered in Chinese food take out, with Beef and Broccoli, Lo Mein, Orange Chicken, fried rice, Crab Ragoons, Egg Rolls, Won Ton Soup....it was really fun! And for the , Chicken strips with fries. Actually it took a lot of stress off of me, because I didn't have to cook, neither did my folks, and it just made things a lot easier. Afterwards we opened up Christmas presents for the , and while it was a bit stressful at first, once the party was over, the next day I began cleanup duty. I normally feel good after the party, because then all of the stress leaves. However, it took a full 24 hours, because I felt so stressed over everything being alright, I must have had a stress letdown. For those of you who don't know what a stress letdown is...have you ever been in a highly stressful situation in which after the event is over and everything works out in the end, your body feels like it went 15 rounds with both Mike Tyson and Muhammad Ali in a heavy weight prizefight? Yeah, that's how I felt. What happens is your body relaxes, but in the process of relaxing, the brain shuts off the levels of dopamine in your body back to normal levels. But because your body is used to the high levels of dopamine, you actually...crash. You feel bad physically, mentally, and emotionally. It's basically a natural high that gets ripped away and your body then feels the stress, the pain, the soreness, the tiredness, and you feel bad for the first 24 hours after the event is over. Well, today, I feel better. Yesterday I dealt with the crash, and today, I feel a bit better. I took a long hot bath, got plenty of rest, and today, I feel...balanced. Normal. Add to it that today is day 30 of my no porn and masturbation period, and I just rubbed out two very intense orgasms. So...I feel much more relaxed! LOL! Needless to say, I feel like a human being today. And the stress of Christmas is off of me early so I don't have to worry about the holiday party this weekend, so this weekend, I'm going to relax and take it easy. Anyway, now is crunch time folks for many of you. I know it will be stressful, so do your best to take that breather, relax with a cup of hot chocolate, take a hot bath, and do whatever you have to do in order to give yourselves a break. I know it won't be easy, but try to make a bit of time for yourself. If you have to, if the family holiday party makes things a bit stressed, do what I do, sneak away, find a part of the house to hide in, your own little corner, or even go outside for a breath of fresh air to breathe and cool off. I know sometimes family can make things crazy. Just do what you have to do to take a small break to make it easier on you to deal with your crazy sister, brother, or aunt or uncle, or family member who drives you batty. We don't get to choose our family, but they are family. Hang in there! And don't forget to breathe! Who can you call on to save the day? Why none other than... Agent  |
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Glad the party went well. Sounds like now you can enjoy the holiday!  Pagan  Hmmmm....I know I left that wand around here somewhere!
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Fa-wra-wra-wra...wra wra wra wra...... Who can you call on to save the day? Why none other than... Agent
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