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Dream interpretor needed!
Posted:Jun 11, 2019 4:35 pm
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2019 7:09 am

I had the weirdest dream last night....

I was driving down the interstate, and I came up behind a tri axle. We were cruising along, and then he a bump and a bounce pinky ball bounced right his truck. I backed off a little. We go a little further, he hits a big bump and here come maybe a half dozen bounce pinky balls come boinging at me. The fuck? I back off some more. He slows down. Traffic catches up and some douchecanoe in a tractor trailer decides to drive right beside me. Then! Oh my gosh! Then! The tri axles tailgate starts to crack open and like eleventymillion bounce pinky balls come pouring right at me. So I close my sunroof and turn my windshield wipers on and those bounce pinky balls are just going everywhere!

And then I woke up.

I know this dream is trying tell me something, but I don't know what.
I don't want to be your girlfriend.
Posted:Jun 10, 2019 6:17 pm
Last Updated:Jun 11, 2019 4:32 am

But can you love me in the deep? In the dark? In the thick of it?

Can you love me when I drink from the wrong bottle and slip through the crack in the floorboard?

Can you love me when I'm bigger than you, when my presence blazes like the sun does, when it hurts directly at me?

Can you love me then too? Can you love me the starry , shaved and smooth, my skin like liquid moonlight?

Can you love me when I am howling and furry, standing on my haunches, my lower lip stained with the blood of my last kill?

When I down the lightning, when the sidewalks are singed by the soles of my feet, can you still love me then?

What happens when I freeze the land, and cause the dirt harden over all the pomegranate seeds we've planted?

Will you trust that Spring will return?

Will you still believe me when I tell you I will become a raging river, and spill myself upon your dreams and them the surface of your life?

Can you trust me, even though you cannot tame me?

Can you love me, even though I am all that you fear and admire?

Will you fear my shifting shape?

Does it frighten you, when my eyes flash like your camera does?

Do you fear they will capture your soul?

Are you afraid step into me?

The meat-eating plants and flowers armed with poious darts are not in my jungle to stop you from coming. Not you.

So do not worry. They belong to me, and I have invited you here.

Stay to the path revealed in the moonlight and arrive safely to the hut of Baba Yaga: the wild old wise , she will not lead you astray if you are pure of heart.

You cannot be with the wild if you fear the rumbling of the ground, the roar of a cascading river, the startling clap of thunder in the .

If you want be safe, go back your tiny room the night is not for you.

If you want be torn apart, come in. Be broken open and devoured. Be set ablaze in my fire.

I will not you as you have come: well dressed, in finely-threaded sweaters that keep the cold.

I will you naked and biting. you clawing at the sheets. you surrounded by owls and hawks and flowers that bloom when no is watching.

So, come me, and be healed in the unbearable lightness and darkness of all that you are.

There is nothing in you that can scare me. Nothing in you I will not use make you great.

A wild woman is not a girlfriend. She is a relationship with nature. She is the source of all your primal desires, and she is the wild whipping wind that uproots the poious corn stalks on your neatly tilled farm.

She will plant pear trees in the wake of your disaster.

She will see it that you shall rise again.

She is the lover restores you to your own wild nature.
What's your dream job?
Posted:Jun 7, 2019 3:37 pm
Last Updated:Jun 11, 2019 4:34 am
This was an exceptionally sucky work week. I usually love my job. This week, not so much. On top of the usual cranky residents and the constant shift wars between my staff, I had to deal with lining up a rolloff dumpster and cheap labor force to deal with the aftermath of 3 1/2 feet of flood water in the basement. The highlight of the week may have been dealing with a new staff member who wants "all the overtime I get", yet "but I cant work those open shifts, I only want overnight." Well, ok princess, let me tell the supervisor to totally redo the entire schedule and move the others who only want overnights to other shifts so you can be happy. Gaaahh.

I have pretty much decided to turn in my boss and pursue my dream job. I want to drive a pilot car for oversize loads. Seriously. That's what I want to do.

If you could have any job you choose, what would it be?
What's on my mind?
Posted:Jun 4, 2019 5:55 pm
Last Updated:Jun 7, 2019 3:37 pm
Everything is on my mind. Everything. All the time.,
The Invitation
Posted:Jun 2, 2019 7:43 am
Last Updated:Jun 7, 2019 3:38 pm

The Invitation

It doesn’t interest me
what you do for a living.
I want to know
what you ache for
and if you dare to dream
of meeting your heart’s longing.

It doesn’t interest me
how old you are.
I want to know
if you will risk
looking like a fool
for LOVE
for your dream
for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn’t interest me
what planets are
squaring your Moon…
I want to know
if you have touched
the centre of your own sorrow
if you have been opened
by life’s betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed
from fear of further pain.

I want to know
if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.

I want to know
if you can be with joy
mine or your own
if you can dance with Wildness!
and let the ecstasy fill you
to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us
to be careful
to be realistic
to remember the limitations
of being human.

It doesn’t interest me
if the story you are telling me
is true.
I want to know if you can
disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear
the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own Soul.
If you can be faithless
and therefore trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty
every day.
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.

I want to know
if you can live with failure
yours and mine
and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
“Yes.” It doesn’t interest me
to know where you live
or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after the night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done
to feed the ren.

It doesn’t interest me
who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the centre of the fire
with me
and not shrink back.

It doesn’t interest me
where or what or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know
what sustains you
from the inside
when all else falls away.

I want to know
if you can be alone
with yourself
and if you truly like
the company you keep
in the empty moments.

By Oriah © Mountain Dreamer
from the book The Invitation
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Strange pussies
Posted:May 31, 2019 8:21 pm
Last Updated:Jun 2, 2019 7:44 am
in for a wild weekend with not just 1, but 2 strange pussies.
No, not THAT kind, the furry kind. Oh wait, 70's sasquatch bushes are coming back I hear.
The kind that purr when you stroke them, oh wait...
Cats. cats. Cute sy tiny cats.
My area was hard but flooding this week. Someone I know has a cat rescue, she took in 2 orphaned kittens on Monday, and her home flooded on Wednesday. She has to go of town for work this weekend, and her husband has to gut their house. She was near tears over what to do with the orphans. Being an animal lover, and a not so shitty per in general, I said "well, I can take them for the weekend, I've bottle fed orphaned animal before, even raised a pine squirrel once, his name was Fast Freddy." There were actual tears and long (too long) hugs and after work I went to her house and collected the kittens and supplies.
So my weekend plans are pretty sedate, but oh goooooodnessssss are they sweet!
Everyone's luck runs out
Posted:May 26, 2019 6:59 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2019 6:46 pm
Even the Irish
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In a nutshell
Posted:May 25, 2019 3:49 am
Last Updated:May 25, 2019 11:09 am
I'm not ding.
Serious question for the men....
Posted:May 22, 2019 1:43 pm
Last Updated:Jun 10, 2019 5:47 pm

How difficult is it to shave your testicles? I know how tricky it can be to shave my lady bits, and nothing dangles from my body. Seriously, how to you shave your ballsacks guys?
Blast from the past
Posted:May 21, 2019 5:09 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2019 10:34 pm

I very recently had a chance to become reacquainted with one of the very first people I met here. I know this probably seems like a helluva strange place to meet people that you connect with in a non sexual way, but it does happen. Years had gone by since we spoke last, maybe 8 or 9, but 3 minutes into a phone call we were right back where we were then. Our s our older, we are older, one of us has had major relationship changes, the other is still working on the same mission project. Careers have changed. Everything has changed, except our rapport. I don't think I can describe how nice it felt to hear his voice again, especially to hear him say my voice in the exact same "what am I gonna do with you" tone. I hope he could hear my smile.
Now, I don't mean to take anything away from the other friendships I have made over my years here, I love you guys too, but he was the one I lost touch with and who crossed my mind often but I had no contact info for. The universe set things up for our paths to cross again, and I am grateful.
Ah, there it is
Posted:May 19, 2019 10:25 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2019 10:35 pm
And into the forest I go, to lose my mind and find my soul.

Posted:May 15, 2019 2:24 pm
Last Updated:May 16, 2019 6:47 am
Anyone else feel this right in the chest?
See, it's like this...
Posted:May 5, 2019 8:28 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2019 10:36 pm
Exactly like this.

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