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In Memory of my Father
1925-2004
In Memory of my Mother
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The Dial Tone
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Posted:Mar 31, 2009 9:43 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2009 9:31 am
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I was sleeping on the sofa this morning. My cat was laying on me. Then all of a sudden I heard the phone rings through the whole house.I immediately got up. I have not heard that sound in almost four years here. Since my sister cancelled it on me. So it kind of shocked me. The next thing I knew I was up checking the phones. Sure enough there is a dial tone. Now I am confused. It may not be important to you but it was to me. Still kind of sleepy here. Now I am going to have to figure what is going on here with the phone? Just being a little confused and shocked this morning.
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Bad to Worse
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Posted:Mar 29, 2009 5:42 pm
Last Updated:Apr 2, 2009 5:51 pm
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Well things not doing to great here. My family on both sides are fighting with my sister and brother-in-law now. The emails are flying back and forth this weekend. So it is getting worse. It seems my brother-in-law is saying mistruths in his emails.He has been caught lying. My Cousin from Michigan is helping me.She is responding back and I just sent a response to one of his emails. I wrote a post on Wills way back here in my blog. I said in that post that you last will and testament maybe not enough. I got some responses saying a Trust would be better then just a Will. You never know if you passed on what could happen?Families can be torn from one end to the other. You just do not know your wishes will be followed. I tell you my axiety level is high right now.
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The Responses Again
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Posted:Mar 27, 2009 1:20 pm
Last Updated:Apr 1, 2009 1:28 pm
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You know I am getting confused and perplexed when I view my emails. Sometimes I get emails back here and not sure if someone responded. The last known message here has my last response. After that there is a dotted line after that. The rest looks the same from previous emails. I write back because I am not sure. But it keeps continuing here. I complained to MenNation.com about this but it still keeps coming up. I wonder how many people out there experience the same thing? Sometimes I do find a response after mine that is ok as long I can find it. If this keeps continuing like this just might delete it then answering it. I would greatly appreciate just write a fresh email now that would be less confusing. It is probably MenNation.com doing it then not sure. Just kind of confused and contemplative. What do you think here?
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The Staring
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Posted:Mar 24, 2009 10:32 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2009 8:30 pm
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What is this thing about men stare at you? I had lots of men staring at me through the years. Of course being shy I kind of thought what are they staring at so just look around. I guess it was me who else? You just have a feeling. So I like to know your views on staring? Do you think it is a compliment or what? Just Curious.
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The Point Of Life
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Posted:Mar 23, 2009 2:00 pm
Last Updated:Apr 3, 2009 2:59 pm
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I think everyone has a point in life especially with relationships. Sometimes you had too many relationships or marriages that have gone sour. I know I had relationships in the past that have not gone well. I say well this is it for me no more. Do not want anymore I can do without. It is easier to do without than have all the baggage that you had before. But then sometime things happens and change. You just wonder how long it will last? I guess there is no timetable. Just to have to see how it goes? The point I am making here I guess you have to keep trying no matter how hard it is here? For some people that can be diffiult and others can be easy. You just do not know how will it end? Hopefully you understand here what I am talking about here? I keep trying here myself of course. So the basis of this point I am making is to make your life as comfortable,loved, and happiness. Just being thoughtful and opitmistic.
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Being Real
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Posted:Mar 20, 2009 6:30 pm
Last Updated:May 21, 2012 11:19 pm
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I am a real person with warm blooded and feelings. Peope do not realize what effect they put on you? I am sensitive and shy. If people do not think I am real that is there problem not mine. If their views of me being not real to them. Then again that is there problem. They should look at themselves to see if they are being real or not. I have met many people on this site so far and still have to meet more. I have been accused of not being real with people. I only can do so much here. Now this has to stop right here and now. I had this continuing problem of this sort since I have been a member. I am talking to a particular group of people who think this way. I think it is unfortunate. I hope they look at themselves and maybe say take a look at this person give them a chance instead of saying your not real. Try to considerate and understanding then belittle people. I had this particular interest from a Group that I corresponded with here. Now they are saying I am not real. I think it is terrible for a Group to say this about me. I hope they reconsider their actions because I may not be recommending them to others at this point. I certainly hope they do. If not good luck. Just feeling irritated and infuriated.
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The Forgiving
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Posted:Mar 18, 2009 9:49 pm
Last Updated:Mar 22, 2009 2:25 pm
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You know you only can forive a certain amount of times. If it happens once you might forgive whatever happen and just let it go? If it happens again it will not be to easy forgive. You might forgive but will not forget. Then if the third time it gets more difficult to let things pass. I forgave and moved on but others here have not moved on. They seem to keep going like a chu chu until they ruined your life. I have been a real forgiving person but now I have a different perspective on it especially on the last four years of my life. It just gets harder to forgive each time and it does not get any easier. My sister has tried to make some overtures but not enough for me to be convinced of it. Now I know for sure especially in the last couple of weeks that is not the case. So what steps do I take from here? I do not know. I guess this is another example of taking things one day at a time and see what happens next? Hopefully things will be better and trying to be optimistic.
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Happy St. Patrick's Day
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Posted:Mar 17, 2009 12:20 pm
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2009 5:43 pm
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Hello, Since I am little irish here just want to wish a good day to all. I hope everyone enjoys this day and drive careful.
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If We Did Things Over
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Posted:Mar 15, 2009 11:38 pm
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2009 8:56 pm
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If we did things over would we do them again. Sometimes we make mistakes or changes in our lives that could effect us one way or the other. Sometimes you cannot go back but you wish here. So I am asking if you had something to do over again would you like to do it over again to correct it. So would you here? Just Curious.
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The Reconciliation Update
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Posted:Mar 14, 2009 9:53 pm
Last Updated:Mar 17, 2009 12:04 pm
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I got a response back from my brother in law. He did not take it to well. I think some of you know of my financial situation here and it is not to rosy here. He was telling me how much I owe on certain things? Well if my sister and brother did not interrupt and poked in my life so here. I would not be having these problems. I am trying to fix them as best as I can here. I believe I am getting back some support from my other side of the family. Which is good? They can see how I have been rooked so here? I know I have to fix some things here that have to be done around the house. Of course he had to mention the house values but I think he was exaggerating he thinks I would not get much out of it if I sell it. My Parents wanted me to have a place to live here and have a job. I got some good news may have a potential job coming up here but only part time. I have to see what will happen to that next. I know I was right here refusing his job offer and moving. After listen to the comments here in my blog and elsewhere. I think I am doing right. If I keep a optimistic approach on this things will get better.
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Got To Much To Do
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Posted:Mar 13, 2009 3:26 pm
Last Updated:Mar 15, 2009 10:40 pm
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It seems I have lots of organizing to do but there seems to be to much lately. I guess I should make a list and try to prioritize the things I need to do. I am slowly doing things around the house. It kind of feels good to do these things but then I am not sure. I wish I know I am doing things right here. I hope I am here. I know certain things need to be repaired will take time to fix. I know the more I do I know I accomplish things that I know how to do? I feel better once they are accomplished. Getting somethings done does make you feel better. I just keep going here hopefully nothing really stops me from doing it. I am not sure if I am making sense here. I am just writing my thoughts down because I know it makes me feel better unless something shakes me up here. Just being thoughtful.
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The Reconciliation
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Posted:Mar 9, 2009 5:05 pm
Last Updated:Mar 14, 2009 9:18 pm
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I have recieved a offer from my sister and brother in law. They want me to move to alabama and work for them. That I should have a reconciliation. I do not really want to go to alabama. But the thing is they want me to sell my place and look for a share of the money I get from the house to buy another one. In this economy I am not sure that is a good idea or not. I would only get half of it though. I do not really want to go to alabama. I have never been there and not sure of the surroundings. Being in the same town with my sister and brother in law. The only thing I am worried about what more they can do to me? Grant you can not passed up a job but not sure if I want to have it with my sister and brother in law. Of course in the letter they wrote to me says nothing about selling their home. So here I am thinking what I am suppose to do? Got any suggestions out there. Thanks for listening.
Update: I responded to my sister and brother in law last night. I told them I wish I could accept their offer but right now I could not presently because my mother just died. I did not feel right about it. My parents wanted me to stay and live in arizona.
I also them the way the economy is right now and the home values are right now. It would not be a good idea to sell. If they really want to reconcile they would have to return everything the way it was before my mother moved out. Then we can work on reconciling. They mentioned my mother was very upset on all the fighting between my sister and I. Well I am upset myself here but I have to fight what do I got left? That is the update for now.
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The Responsibilities
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Posted:Mar 8, 2009 6:32 pm
Last Updated:Mar 11, 2009 5:21 pm
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Sometimes we have responsibilities to follow up on here or take care. I know I had responsibilities but they seem to crumble when my mom was taken away from me. Then slowly things have changed but not really taking responsiblity as I should. I hope to work on them here as I go through my problems. I know at one time through my life. I took care of two houses,parents,two cats, and a job. That is without any here. I know it was really hard for my dad to take care of my mother but he managed here. He often asked me to stay on weekends because I think he knew I could help both of them out. Which I did there? I could have said to no to everything and not have a care in the world. But I did not because I thought it was my duty here. They depended on me alot. Of course I did love to take care of them. Of course they took care of me in the process too. Then when my Dad was gone I was still taking care of my mother. That was not easy for sure. I know my sister and brother in law had a difficult time and it was the two of them. I found out in a letter here not to long ago that the hospital where my mother was going to and eventually passed away here said they could not handle my Mom numerous times. Just saying here it can be overwhelming feeling having responsibilities. Just being thoughtful.
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