about a month after I got to New York, for my big break. in a bar in
Times Square at closing time. it changed me
I haven't talked about it in a long time.
I went to this bar in Times Square after the show with some of the girls in the
chorus. I was the new girl. We were celebrating my first month on Broadway. They
knew the owner. he let us drink for free, or at least cheap. it was late. it was a
weeknight. a Wednesday (a two show day). it was closing time and the other girls
wanted to go home but I stayed for a night cap.
just me and the bartender (he was cute). they left. I stayed. I told him id always
wanted to dance on a bar like in “Coyote Ugly”. he said "go ahead”. I said "really?!".
And he closed up the bar. Turned off the “open” sign, locked the door and turned
up the music. He put a song on “Single Ladies”.
I stepped on a bar stool and climbed on the bar. it felt surreal. my 1st month in
NYC. my 1st Broadway show. all my dreams were coming true. I felt famous. lol.
I was so innocent. id only had 3 "boyfriends" before I moved to NY. A good little
Catholic girl. I was still technically a virgin. Id never had an orgasm, at least from
intercourse.
I didn't know there was a party in the back room. A bachelor party. There were 5
Black guys. He didn’t tell me they were there. the door opened and the guys came
ou. all Black. really big. well dressed. and they saw me on the bar. I was so
embarrassed. I started to get down and the bartender said "its ok”
"go ahead"
and I was dancing and they came out and sat at the bar. they told me to dance for
them. I think id always had fantasies of being a stripper, but did never acted on it.
it was surreal. l couldn't believe it was happening to me. a stripper. on the bar. I
thought it was funny. they started pulling at my skirt, putting money in my boots.
my waistband.
they were laughing and cheering. . I was in a tank top. a little shorty skirt and my
favorite go go boots.
and..I thought...I'm safe here...its just like a movie
I could hear them laughing, making comments about my body. they kept sticking
bills in my boots, my waistband.
they kept tugging at my skirt. I began to feel...nervous, kind of…high, dizzy..
and they kept pulling my skirt down over my ass.
Until it slid down onto the bar and I kicked it into the corner. I felt really powerful.
Being the center off attention.
They were laughing and cheering, hooting. theystarted touching my legs. my ass
I was in my tank top and panties. I was sweating, and one of them said "she's wet"
and they all laughed.
and..I guess...I was
and they started pulling me down off the bar. they told me to give the bachelor a
lap dance. and I thought "if I do this they'll let me go". and I put my hands on his
knees and kind of danced, but I kept pushing him away so my but didn't touch him
but he put his hands on my waist and pulled me back against him so I could feel
how hard he was
and I gasped. and they all were laughing and talking about my "cute little body",
how pale I was, how hard my nipples were. how wet I was
And he stood up. They were all cheering. And he picked me up and threw me over
his shoulder. like a sack of potatoes and started carrying me to the back room. I
was sobbing. Begging him to stop. To put me down
He put me down on the pool table. I could feel their hands on me, pulling me up
onto the table, until my head titled over the top, pulling my arms apart, tying them
to the legs of the table
I could feel them pulling my legs apart. Their hands were everywhere. Really
strong, holding me down, pulling me apart. I was twisting and screaming.
they put rope around my ankles and pulled my legs apart and tied them to the legs
of the table. they were are laughing at me. pulling my top off. ripping my panties
off
one of them began to trip in front of me as my head tilted back over the side of the
table. Then he took his thumb and rubbed it over my lips. He said “Open”, and then
stuck it into my mouth. he kept shoving it in and out and saying "good girl"
Then he stepped back and unzipped his jeans. he pushed them down and pulled
his cock out. id never seen a Black Cock. He was huge. He was really hard. I was
crying. and he just laughed and stepped right in front of my face
he grabbed my hair and pulled my head down over the side of the table. I started
begging but he just said really calmly, then he said "open your mouth”. I was
gasping, and he slapped me and said it again. “Open your mouth”.
Then he took his cock and shoved it into my mouth, down my throat. Until I
gagged. I couldn't breathe. I forgot how to breath through my nose for a moment. I
almost passed out. I could hear him say "don't close bitch!” and he started fucking
my mouth. I was shaking and gasping. May chest heaving.
he was face fucking me and I could feel the groom pull his shirt 0ff, pushing his
pants down. And he got on top of me. I could feel the him climbing on the table . I
could feel his his cock between my legs
He started rubbing the tip rubbing against my pussy. I could hear myself crying. as
he began to work his his cock inside me and I’d never…I mean…I hadnt ever had an
orgasm from intercourse before
my whole body began to shake. Really violently. I was gasping and gulping for air.
my breasts felt like they were going o explode. My nipples throbbing.
They kept me all night. Tied to the table. Making me kneel on the floor. they did so
many things to me id never done before
id never been face fucked id never been fucked in the ass, or gang banged, or
double penetrated. id never been cum on, get fucked with a champagne bottle and
had champagne poured over me, id never been beaten and fucked with a pool
stick. id never passed out and woke up coming on a cock
they took the marker and started writing things on me.
everything changed that night
they set me home at 7 in the morning, half naked in an Uber. I cried the whole way
home. when I got to my apt I locked the door and went into the shower. I just sat
there fully clothed under the water. I didn't leave my apt for 3 days
I just kept playing every detail over and over in my head. I was so confused. I
couldn't understand why my body responded that way
its so strange. I think about it a lot, but never in detail. it made me crave it