A slut dominated by her addiction

A few weeks ago, I had an argument with my boyfriend, again, so he went off to let off some steam, doing I don't know what, leaving me alone at home. I was on edge, I had to find a way to calm down.

I put on my swimsuit to swim a few laps in the pool. Once I calmed down a little, I put my crop-top back on and sat down on one of the deckchairs with a good book. I kind of messed up during our argument by saying things I didn't mean. I only wanted one thing: to be forgiven and on the other hand I found that he had gone too far but as usual I only ended up thinking about sex.

I started thinking about my body against his. The desire to kiss his neck to beg him to forgive me, carelessly passing my hand over his fly...

On my deckchair my hands ran over my stomach, I felt a sensation of warmth, They went up to my chest, I felt my nipples harden through the fabric of my top. I thought for a moment about the neighbors' children, who must have been 13 or 14 years old, who would sometimes spy on me when I was in the swimming pool. I have no doubt that the show would have been to their taste, as would some of my neighbors who could watch through their window. (this is not the first time I have done this at this place since we rented the house for our vacation).
My right hand came back down, brushing my stomach all the way to my thighs. The left slowly pulled on the knot between my breasts that attached my bikini and pulled my top up. I felt the air on my chest. I pinched my nipples, rolling them between my fingers, biting my lip, “It is so good!” ". My right hand felt warm in my swimsuit bottoms. It was soaked but not only with water from the pool. I felt my throat vibrate, I was moaning when...

“Haaaaaa!” »

I screamed in surprise when I realized that I was not alone in our Garden. Max, my friend's brother was there, I didn't know he was going to pass by and being deaf, I didn't hear him approach.

" Do you want me to help you ? » I read on his lips.

I was so ashamed! I was red to the roots of my hair. I picked up my things, putting my hands on my chest and getting ready to run into the house, when he cut me off, lifting my chin.

“Did you make yourself come”?

I didn't know what to say but lowered my head, ashamed, nodding at him.

“Lie back down,” he said in a way that I felt was authoritarian.

I was still very excited and frustrated at not having been able to finish and then... I think that his lustful look was not indifferent to me. Despite the shame I felt, I wondered what could be happening so I obeyed him by returning to my place on the deckchair. I was torn between being faithful to my boyfriend and the feelings I was experiencing at that moment, having been surprised by a pervert but who was the only person who could satisfy me at that moment.

He knelt down next to me and placed his hand on my stomach, his eyes never leaving my body.

" What are you doing ? » I asked, a little panicked.
“Nothing you won’t like!” »

A huge dent deformed his fly. I felt like a big slut salivating at his excitement. His hand tenderly caressed my stomach, occasionally brushing my pubis. I relaxed little by little, my breath short. His hand slipped between my parted thighs. My pussy was wet, I felt his middle and index fingers slip between my lips. He placed his thumb on my clit as he pushed his fingers deeper into me and began to slide them. He continued for a moment. My breath became shorter and shorter, the hand of this man that I knew without really knowing him was driving me crazy, I was finally going to explode but he knew how to stop just in time. I hated him for that!

He placed his fingers on my lips and made me taste my love juice. I then licked his fingers so as not to lose a taste. He gets up, takes my hand and places it on his fly which seemed ready to burst. I caressed it through the jeans, it looked a good size under my fingers.

“Go ahead, suck me.” »

I slowly undid the zipper and without unbuttoning his jeans, I put my hand in this slit, to bring out his penis. I knew I was doing something stupid, my head was telling me to run away, my body was no longer obeying me. My hand slid over his member. I hesitantly passed my tongue over his glans, then along his shaft, I ran his tongue and my lips over his member, when my desire was too great, I ended up placing my lips on his glans and pushing his cock into the back of my throat.

“You’re so good my little slut!” »

He must have found me too slow because he grabbed me by the hair and took control. He went faster and faster trying to go as deep as he could.
It was painful and humiliating and yet I belonged to him. I was his thing and I liked it.

He finally pulled out, laid me down on the floor, spread my thighs and removed my bikini thong, then buried his head between my thighs. He started to lick me. I can't tell if he was talented, or if I was just too excited, but I thought it was divine. I moaned under this tongue which roamed every corner of my sex, which sucked my clitoris, made it roll. Then his tongue became harder, more incisive as if it was trying to penetrate me. Two of his fingers entered me again but didn't stay there long. However I felt his middle finger, covered with my love juice on my washer which he delicately managed to pass. He turned it while moving it in and out. Feeling him in my ass while he lapped me finally made me come with a cry that I couldn't hold back.

He got up and took the towel that was on my deck chair. He folded it into quarters and placed it on the ground, right in front. He pulled me by the arm

“For as long as I’ve wanted to, I’m going to fuck my little whore so hard!” »

He kneeled on me roughly then bent me forward. My forearms are on the deckchair. I feel his cock at the entrance to my pussy. She didn't act difficult and let it in. I felt her hug the contours of this turgid penis. He holds me by the hair and gives me violent thrusts! my breasts are jiggling. He fucks me like an animal and I'm in trans, all I could think about was his cum. I want it inside me. I only thought about making him cum.

Then I began to think that Leo might come home at any moment. I imagined his angry face, his screams... I had been angry with him since our argument and yet I would be sad to have hurt him that way. And on the other hand, I doubted I would be able to stop, knowing that he could surprise us was terribly exciting. My body didn't want it to stop.

Max withdrew, took the cushion from the deck chair and placed it on the floor and made me lay my head on it.

I understood what he wanted to do to me. I was impatient, like a child waiting for Christmas presents!

I felt his cock on my pussy then back up. I felt pressure and finally he pushed it in. Inch by inch he slid his cock into my ass as if to plant a flag to say that this land belonged to him. That sweet pain of sodomy that made me feel like a female dog. I'm just a fucking sex addict slut.

The penetration was slow and difficult. I first moaned in pain from this ill-prepared ass-fucking then little by little my pain transformed into pleasure. My buttocks gradually began to move back as his pelvis began to move forward. This was the sign for him to gradually increase the pace. His hands on my hips allowed him to secure his grip to strengthen his assaults.

Breathing short, I moaned or screamed, probably a little of both while begging him

“Han Max, don’t stop, I beg you!” Fuck me harder please! it is so good !"

Even though I was deaf, it became obvious to me that the whole neighborhood had to hear me and know that I was being fucked. Our garden is overlooked, so it was certain that the neighbors had seen me getting fucked in the ass. It is so good. At this idea, I began to enjoy. My love juice gushes out in a jet on my thighs. The animal behind me tightened its grip on my hips, felt its pubis slap on my buttocks. My breasts start to hurt from jumping under his thrusts and then he finally slows down. I feel his cock tense then finally explode inside me. He pulled out and continued to squirt on my back.

I'm taking the liberty of posting this experience because I'm no longer with Leo. And I tell myself that if I can make you cum or even give a little excitement by sharing it with you, I won't have lost everything.